Oh, and part of my deal for living here has been that I help her organize her storage unit, which never actually happens party because neither of us really want to do it. Today we were supposed to try again, but it didn't happen, and she said it'll be easier once she figures out when she's moving because she'll know what she wants to keep and get rid of.
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GODDAMNIT WOMAN: once you are moving I ALSO MUST MOVE. And I'm not making millions in profit from selling my house and I'm not moving into a 2.3 million dollar apartment two blocks away. I will be spending all of my money trying to move into a horrible apartment probably 5 miles from everyone I know. I feel like I'm going crazy, she encouraged me for a year to just stay with her so I could find a perfect apartment, but then she essentially told me to stop looking because she was going to rent me out her garden apartment, and now that that's not happening she's acting like I'm not SOBBING IN PUBLIC about it. I was going to pay $1000 tops to live here and now I am facing a market where the baseline is $2000.
She's also so nice, like she's trying to help me get my meds. But I'm also so ANGRY.
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